Hey lovelies! I realize I'm actually slowing down a bit on my blog posting, but I assume that that (double!) was bound to happen. I wish I could cook everyday and, even if I'm the only one reading them, continue to post recipes on this little blog of mine. But, like most other females, if I eat too much sugar to often, I'm going to blow up like a whale. Even though I LOVEEE eating, I just can't! I don't know about anyone else, but feeling uncomfortable with my own body is one of the worst feelings in the world. While others may say "no way! you're so skinny!", well, darn tootin', I appreciate that. But I know in reality, I'm not, nor do I want to be like a tooth pick. Ewwie, I would log way too weird that way. I'm hispanic, meat on my bones is what it's all about! Besides, like I said before, I could never quit eating. Or give up the delicious, but no-so-good foods. Ahhh! How many women, even men, suffer from this!? This stupid standard we've all set for one another. Although, the United States does a pretty good job in ignoring that, seeing as we're the fattest in the whole world. If only everyone was fat off delicious food though, but I find that the weight gained by everyone is eating take out from McDonald's, or chugging soda all day. Hot dogs, burgers, fries. Okay, I take that last part back. French fries are the shiz nits! And I could totally dig a nice well made burger. Still, not everyone else sees it that way, and they're eating nasty squashed looking burgers from McDonald's. Yuck. And I'm sorry if you're a person who really loves McDonald's, but consider your health, that stuff isn't good for you at all. You don't have to quit it completely, I'm simply head over heals for their frappes! They're yummy, and a much cheaper alternative to Starbucks. Haha, the words of a poor person! It's okay, in a way isn't being slightly poor the best in the world? You learn to value the things that are really essential and important to you.
But because of that, today I noticed I don't really have anything like that. Who's really my friend? I was promised to go out tonight, head to the beach, and enjoy the beautiful display of fire works. My friend never called though, not a text or a FB. It's okay though, If I were to see the fireworks with someone, I'd like it to be someones company that I really really REALLYYY want!
I also really really really want to find a dream for myself. What's your dream? Catch the biggest fish in the world? Snort ice cream? Play poker with a polar bear? Eat tomatoes with sugar with the Littler Mermaid? Maybe it's something a bit simpler that that... whatever it is, I wish I had something too.
My dream has been to find a dream for a really long time.
I try not to think about, and hope that in time it will present it's self to me, but doing nothing, I feel that this non-existent dream of mine is disappearing.
Wow, I sound quite depressed don't I? I'm sorry if someone is actually reading this and thinks so, because I'm more along the lines of disappointed in myself then depressed about life.
Also, if you've taken the time to read about this, whatever time or place your at, why don't you tell me some of the things that are bothering you?
I actually really enjoy when people talk about themselves. Not in a bragging way, but in, this is my life, and I want you to know, type of way. I love it!
I'll continue to share my experiences, thoughts, and feelings with you all. My non-existent little friends.
I called you little! Haha, j/kkk! Idk how big or small you are! There, I feel a lot happier now, so you should let out whatever you're feeling too and know that...
The world is BEAUTIFUL! (Even if some people aren't! ;P)
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!
Ohhh! BTW! Sorry I didn't say what I was going to use the biscotti for! You'll see in one of my next posts, sorry! I'll make sure to have it up later! I hopeee! ;)
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